*cuman cerita

mungkin saya dan Jamie Cullum memang bukan jodoh. dimulai dari:

1. tanggal show yg tidak memungkinkan (March 4th)

2. harga show yg membuat saya bersyukur ada alasan pertama (Jamie Cullum 800rb, sementara special show lainnya -Chaka Khan n Sergio Mendez- hanya 250rb)

dengan harga segitu -mungkin tambah sedikit-, saya bisa memborong 2 celana mango/zara ato klo yg diskon bisa dapet 4.

hihih…walo tentu saja rasanya berbeda.

toh klo tanggalnya memungkinkanpun saya akan memaksa mengeluarkan kocek demi mendengar co gantenk tp pendek itu melantunkan Singing in the Rain, It’s About Time, All at Sea, Photograph…dan tentu saja…Everlasting Love. toh saya sudah menunggu dia bertahun2.

humm…semoga saja Tuhan mempertemukan kami tahun depan. semoga saja dengan menunggu saya tidak perlu mengeluarkan 800rb…mungkin kurang…mungkin tidak sama sekali apabila dia tidak lg di special show =)

cuma ada 1 hari yg bs gw datengin before Taipei…walo bisa jd saya akan melewatkan Chaka Khan dengan I’m Every Womannya, the family man who dueted Good Time w Glenn last year -Jamie Aditya, Indra Lesmana, Parkdrive, Omar!!, dll dll dll…ah ya…ktnya bakal ada JJF tribute to James Brown…

anyhooo…saya tetap tidak akan melewatkan acara setaun sekali inih!

first three days in Jakarta (20, 21, 22) were loaded with his complaint about me being close with one of my classmates. cowo. n from my side, i complaint about this (or these) gtl girls who keep contacting him.

my defense was: i was opened to him. even they chatted together once. n we’re just good friends who talk about stuff, dia punya cw yg dia sayang bgt (walo cwnya selingkuh) n gw punya co yg gw cinta n kangenin bgt (walo annoying at most of the time). n nothing between us. n o t h i n g.

his defense was: it was those gtl girls who contacted him. he didn’t reply. he didn’t pick up unknown numbers. n the blahs.

and what’s great between us is: i’m f honest. he’s f loyal. n we f love n miss each other n we may know that WE AREEEE being good for each other…for what is worth.

but what’s not great is: i don’t trust him. he doesn’t trust the world surrounds me. i hate it when we are having such a good time, suddenly he starts complaining about stuff…or suddenly his phone rings with one of the gtl girls msg/call. for both cases, i want to smack him down.

n half of the phone-hours during our LDR were full of my complaint about his non-stop calls n his complaint about why i’m always f busy???

hihihh…

u know, maybe this bf-gf relationship is truly about analyzing ur partner. accept what his/her lack of in the portion that our love can approve. n reject what ur love can’t. do the compromising things. u know…

n maybe at one point of life u decide to leave, maybe it’s bcoz ur love is not that big or is full with fragility. for my case, i think i’m just lucky to have Pandya ~_~

ah ya, yesterday…he finally stopped complain about the thing he used to complain. maybe he just so busy w the skripsi. n i cooked him dinner =)))))))))

bola2 udang saos mayonezz n sapo tahu seafood.

Hari ini udah hari kelima lewat sejaman semenjak pesawat Adam Air tujuan Surabaya-Manado yg dikabarkan jatuh di belantara Sulawesi Selatan menghilang. Pencarian oleh Tim SAR, bantuan dr Spore…dan bahkan hari ini menurut detik.com paranormal pun sudah turut beraksi demi tu pesawat. Menurut doi2 ini jatuhnya tu d Sulawesi Barat.

Mungkin ga sih LOST tuh sebenernya ada? secara fiksi, tempat kejadiannya di daerah South Pasific, yg klo diliat dr peta, lumayan deket (mungkin 15cm dr Sulawesi - i dun actually measure it, tho - =D)…jd kali aja nyambung sm cerita Adam Air ini?

rada gila sih. tp klo emang nyata blm ketemu ampe 2 bulan, sapa tau ada penumpang yg namanya Jack lg ditium bibilnah sm Kate…Sayid jatuh cinta trs patah hati gr2 cwnya ketembak…dst…dst…

klo iya, mungkin the writer punya kemampuan utk melihat masa depan. ato mungkin jg Tuhan lg ga ada ide untuk membuat sensasi di dunia ini. jd dia photo copy cerita si writer itu…aih aih wthgtl.

ah forget it, i know GOD is more creative on developing stories. semoga saja kali ini doi menginginkan happy ending yg lebih cepat. biar ga ada hujatan, cemoohan…ataupun kesedihan yg berkepanjangan.

selebihnya, doa saya untuk para korban dan keluarga yg ditinggalkan. (that if LOST is really not exist, i still believe in possibility n delusion)

last night i -again- drank "LELAP" to help me sleep. n realy, it helped me. but then i dreamed, as i drank it i forgot i just drank this yibei duoduolucha (one cup of green tea yakult)…n i felt this burning feeling inside my stomach…n suddenly emerged this…urrh…bubble kind o thing on my body….urh…well hard to imagine eh?

n then i woke up n realized it was just a dream. me become a bubble girl? wthgtl.

at least today i got my normal sleeping hours back after only 1 1/2 hour of sleep yesterday due to the final report presentation for FA subject.

it was worth it tho…as i didn’t have to redo just like almost everyone did. she appreciated my effort, altho minus, "ask b3a if u guys have any problems…", n minus, "ntar waktu bwat Neznya berkurang donk klo banyak yg nanya k yang??", n minus…final week is coming…

cant wait for the f holiday.

ahya…R.I.P : James Brown, the God father of soul (glad watched u when u were here tho i was so sleepy humm)…and Saddam Husein, the God…uh..the hopefully-God-will-forgive-all-ur-sins-and-f-the-f-Bush-hopefully-God-will-destine-him-a-painful-dead-sentence-too.