Jakarta dan dia. satu.
first three days in Jakarta (20, 21, 22) were loaded with his complaint about me being close with one of my classmates. cowo. n from my side, i complaint about this (or these) gtl girls who keep contacting him.
my defense was: i was opened to him. even they chatted together once. n we’re just good friends who talk about stuff, dia punya cw yg dia sayang bgt (walo cwnya selingkuh) n gw punya co yg gw cinta n kangenin bgt (walo annoying at most of the time). n nothing between us. n o t h i n g.
his defense was: it was those gtl girls who contacted him. he didn’t reply. he didn’t pick up unknown numbers. n the blahs.
and what’s great between us is: i’m f honest. he’s f loyal. n we f love n miss each other n we may know that WE AREEEE being good for each other…for what is worth.
but what’s not great is: i don’t trust him. he doesn’t trust the world surrounds me. i hate it when we are having such a good time, suddenly he starts complaining about stuff…or suddenly his phone rings with one of the gtl girls msg/call. for both cases, i want to smack him down.
n half of the phone-hours during our LDR were full of my complaint about his non-stop calls n his complaint about why i’m always f busy???
hihihh…
u know, maybe this bf-gf relationship is truly about analyzing ur partner. accept what his/her lack of in the portion that our love can approve. n reject what ur love can’t. do the compromising things. u know…
n maybe at one point of life u decide to leave, maybe it’s bcoz ur love is not that big or is full with fragility. for my case, i think i’m just lucky to have Pandya ~_~
ah ya, yesterday…he finally stopped complain about the thing he used to complain. maybe he just so busy w the skripsi. n i cooked him dinner =)))))))))
bola2 udang saos mayonezz n sapo tahu seafood.
